Sitting at Melanie's using her laptop is just reminding me of how frustrated I am that I can't tinker away at my blog at home (which is actually when most of my inspired thoughts come, but by the time I get to work the next day I am generally too swamped with work to blog). I'm so annoyed that all of the money I had carefully saved to get a laptop (and was almost there) had to go on car repairs and how I earn crap money at a job that has been really quite frustrating lately, and how if I did the amount of work I do, was undervalued as much as I feel most of the time now and take on the extra work that needs to be done because we are constantly short staffed, in a corporate environment I would have demanded about three pay rises by now. Yes, yes, I know, be thankful for what you have...etc, etc, etc. And I am...but today I just need to rant.
And I can't figure out how to make my side-bar thingies on my blog single spaced instead of double, and I can't figure out how to post pretty pictures of books that I'm reading and argh!!!!!!!!!!!! And while I'm at it, despite spending several hours trying, I can't figure out how to tune my telly to my VCR and I managed to buy the wrong-sized screws to hang a shelf in my room and if my car were to get a flat tire on the way home from Bristol I wouldn't know how to fix it, and I'm running a 10K next weekend that I'm not trained up well enough for and I'm almost 30 and still single, and...and...and...it's raining today.
WWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Although Melanie and I just decided to have bacon butties for breakfast, watch more Pride and Prejudice and I'm going to turn off this stupid Leahy CD (my opinion of it has steadily declined since my last post) because it's annoying me. Those are positive things. But why do we always feel so guilty for having our cranky pants on? Shouldn't there be occasions where we can proudly march around and say "I am cranky! Look at me whiiiiiiinge and whiiiiiine and mooaaaaan" Arghity, argh, argh, argh! Well, I feel a bit better now!
OK. Off to make my buttie. Yay butties. And I will run tonight and that will feel good too!
Fraggle's Got Dem Blue
ReplyDelete~to be sung loud and sad~
(Ba BAH Ba DUM)
Oh Fraggle aint got no new laptop
(Ba BAH Ba DUM)
And that makes her whinge
(Ba BAH Ba DUM)
Her job is a pissah
(Ba BAH Ba DUM)
So she'll have a bacon binge*!!!!
(BA BA BA BA BA)
Ohhhhhhhh, sweet Fraggle . . .
She got dem bloggy blues so bad.
And her telly won't tune and she has the wrong screws;
sheeeeeeeeeeee's got dem bluuuuues.
**i'm assuming whinge sounds like hinge with a wuh at the beginning